Don't sweat the SMALL stuff!

calms down

ok...i'm back to normal, i think....As you can read in my previous entry, i just checked my results like...four hours ago and i passed all 5 subjects. Man...the sigh of relief =)

Honestly,i kinda expected to fail one of my freaking difficult 100%, 3 hour exam. Then i'd probably have to beg them to accept my special consideration coz i had a food poisoning the week before my exam. I remember lying on the futon feeling dehydrated, weak and had no appetite for any sort of food. I started to cry(yes i did...*blush) and prayed to God. "Do You even care??!!! I had it all planned out. To study this today and then that tomorrow. Then i have time to do some past exam papers....You don't carE!!!!"

Then just Monday, I heard a phrase-What matters to you and your heart, matters to God. Wow...And just before i checked my results, i received a sms from a special friend-Things that matter to you, matter to God too....WOW...i was going to cry...only that i was in Safeway. hehe...

Now, hours later, i'm still amazed. Not only cos i passed my exams, but also coz of the revelation of another side of God's face and heart. He DOES care...(*doh, i know). teehee...I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed at the moment.

So blessed, i can't contain it. So much i've gota give it away....

Just found a new hobby...KNITTING!! ahaha...it's rather tiring coz after a while, your neck starts to feel sore. Fingers really tired. And eyes a bit too strained from the concentration. But it sure has helped me and mum bond a little bit more. Sigh...gonna miss mum a lot when she leaves. Oh well, i'll always be mummy's baby girl =P Will try to put some pics of my 'project' on the blog as soon as i learn how to do it.....

Posted by winnie at July 9, 2004 12:40 AM