BWAHAHAHA!
The following may contain a scientifically unexplainable phenomenon.
So, I was feeling rather 'San fu', or should I say have been feeling rather 'San Fu' the past few days. I haven't had good rest the past few nights as I would wake up after catching a few hours of sleep cause my nose would be so blocked. Then stay up for the next few hours trying to sleep again. As written in my previous entry, I was DESPERATE to find solutions to unblock my nose. It all accumulated till tonight (the stress + blocked nose + headache + incredible amount to study), and I finally snapped. Hrmm...
Was just pouring out to Zakky about the many things that have been weighing my heart down. As you would expect, it all came out. I guess somehow, I have been harbouring my frustrations towards God for not healing me. Through the many nights that I've had to lie half awake, not being able to sleep or to study. I know prayer was something that I had placed only half of my heart to. Silently uttering a prayer, half heartedly believing that He'll answer. Well, maybe more like "Oh, by the way, please heal me."
Then, Zakky had the brilliant-est idea that we should pray. And stubborn me just kept quiet while he did all the praying. Being the impatient me, I started to complain that maybe God doesn't hear me. Cause I'm still feeling very SAN FU! So, he said to keep asking God and bringing it to Him, because He cares for me =) OK! I decided to give it a go. And I went, GOD!!!!!!!!!!! I'M VERY SAN FU I'M VERY SAN FU I'M VERY SAN FU I'M VERY SAN FU I'M VERY SAN FU I'M VERY SAN FU I'M VERY SAN FU I'M VERY SAN FU I'M VERY SAN FU I'M VERY SAN FU I'M VERY SAN FU I'M VERY SAN FU. Until! I was out of breath, so I took a deep breath for the next round of 'I'm very san fu'. Then, I realised that, my nose wasn't as blocked. So, I cleared the mucous and checked if it was really unblocked. AND TADA!!!! GOD HAD HEALED ME!! I just looked at Zakky and took a deep breath. We just started laughing. Cause it felt so weird. Hrmm...Still partially doubting (yikes), I decided to wait a while. And now, almost 30 minutes later, my nose is STILL unblocked =)
g. PRAY PRAY PRAY! Much better than a-f.
God, expand my faith to believe You
Wah, so cool!
Our Father, who art in Heaven
Hallowed be Thy name
Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done
On earth as it is in Heaven
Give us this day, our daily bread
And lead us not into temptation
But deliver us from evil
For thine is the kingdom, and the power and the glory
Forever and ever
Amen