Haven't had so much fun in a looooong time. The worship team and a few other people went for a bbq at Williamstown this morning. Though the weather was forcasted to be over 34 degrees, God blessed us with a cloudy and windy weather, sheltering us from the full-power of the sun. I got a bit sun burnt....eek.
So anyways, we were meant to meet at Arrow at 10 am. Knowing people, some arrived late, we had to leave around 10:40am. Yes...that was 40 extra minuted which i could have used to sleeeeep. Rode in Soonie's car along with Mich, Ying Ying and Wynne. The food was great considering i don't really like bbqs very very much.
But the highlight of the day was that i got to play cricket with some of them. Hehe...Yes...the 'Australian Fast Bowler...'. Teehee..So anyways, i didn't know i could bowl the ball but according to Joh, it's cause i'm short and i'm closer to the ground...(however that works..) I managed to bowl and knock the sticks thingo...(can't remember what they call it) We were playing, all happy and sweating under the sun when this truck driver stopped opposite the park where we were playing and started swearing at us. He scolded us and asked us to leave. Probably some racist guy who doesn't like us playing cricket. Oh wells...
Ahhh.....Save the last dance is on tv!!!! Ok...i gota go watch....
You know you're really desperate when you find yourself watching '"Judge Judy" on a Friday afternoon. Well, i wasn't exactly watching it. Just kinda left it there for noise. Thankfully, Mel called me to go hang out at her place. *phew. The weather has been KERAZEEEE! An average of 30 something degrees most of the day. Kg probably thought it was still not hot enough, so he came for dinner with his JACKETT!! Omg...yes. He wore his jacket at like such hot weather. Somebody help him.
Ice Age is on tv now...So i guess i'm gona go watch =)
I have come to realise that I am very dangerous when i'm not thinking, or blur or what some people term as 'zoning out'. I remember once when i mistook toilet, yes TOILET detergent for dish washing detergent. Ok, some background. I was going through exam period and was obviously very lacking in sleep. So anyways, i was refilling the dish washing detergent as usual. Opened the cupboard and took the bottle out and poped some of the funny smelling liquid in. I recall even thinking that it smelled different but my brain did not register. teehee...Luckily, my bro went to wash some stuff a while later and realised my terrible mistake. We nearly got poisoned. Aiksss!
This time around, it wasn't that dangerous. I mistook my face cleanser for shampoooo. Aiks. So as usual again, i squeezed a small amount on to my hand. Mixed it a little with water. Only thing was that i put it on my hair. I'm so weird. I shouldn't be alone or cook when i'm tired or stressed.
Somebody save meee...
I kinda lost track of time. Probably couldn't be bothered about time after my exams. See, before my last paper it was 'countdown to freedom'. Now that it's over, i COULDN'T BE BOTHEREDDD!! It's 8pm on a Saturday night and the sun is still out. I'm confused >_<
Been feeling really crap the whole day. But after a good chat with a friend on MSN, i am feeling much better. Thank You, Y for ur basketball analogy(though i don't really get it).
Feeling really tempted to take the next flight back to KL....*sigh
In around 4 hours time, i would be a happy happy girl. That's if my last paper isn't horribly difficult. I can't believe it but it's finally over in a while. Not that i'm graduating soon or anything like that, but it's just good to rest after so many months of studying....hehhe. ok...sorry, to u working people, no break.
Aiks.....my thoughts are all over the place. Very sleep deprived the past few days. What's four more hours to 3 months of holidays ehh...i CAN wait....i'm WAITing...ugh!
Ok ok...better gooooo....
While most people spend the day before their exam studying and stuffing 12 weeks worth of lectures, i chose to go for a walk. Maybe cause i'm stressed to the point where i can't take any more in. Running away...hehe. I didn't exactly NOT DO ANYTHING. Woke up and remembered that i had an essay which was due today at 1pm. So i rushed to print it all. Thankfully, my printer didn't run out of ink or go bonkers at the last minute=) Don't know why i always have that feeling where i just don't wana let go of the essay in to that evil box where they collect it and send it off to the tutors. Maybe i fear that i might have forgotten something, or that i didn't write my student number. Or SOMETHING!!!
Biochemistry exam tomorrow at 9:30am. I am a little jealous of some of my friends who've already finished their exams. Well, uni started early for them so they do deserve their break. Just that it's so tempting to kinda slack too cause no one's there to burn the midnight oil with you. Or even if they're awake, they're probably too busy catching up on their movies while i catch up on my lecture notes. It seems as if i've read through my notes at least 3 times. Everytime, i realise that i've left something out or that i totally don't remember a single thing about it though i remember reading it. Ahhh sucks! Can't wait for Wednesday 4: 30pm.....woohooo
Insomnia : Chronic inability to fall asleep or remain asleep for an adequate length of time.
It's 1:56 am and i'm still wide awake. This feeling sucks...I thought walking for close to an hour today would help. So i tried it out but doesn't seem to work. I even tried lavender oil on the pillow, slow, meditative music....counting sheep...counting hippopotamus, drinking honey before i sleep, chammomile tea... Man...this is seriously not funny. Zakky and i were watching the news on tv and heard this story about this girl who woke up from a coma after her boyfriend kissed her on the cheek. Teehee...i think i need someone to kiss me so i FALL ASLEEP instantly. That would really help! =P
Nothing seems to work!!! Any suggestions??? Counting chickens???
Exams officially start on Tuesday for me. My first paper being a stupid 35% test. I can't wait to finish it and move on to my other subjects. At the same time, trying not being overly confident about it. Owh...i don't know. Then my second paper's on the next tuesday and my FINAL (woohoo!!!) on that Wednesday. Can't believe it. It'll all be over before i know it! teehee....
Then again, what am i going to do for ONE MONTH in Melbourne. Thought of going for Summer Camp but it's way too expensive for me. Hmm. My parents going for a holiday so i dont wana go back to KL yet. It'll be way too boring without mum to bug.
At the moment, i'm feeling a bit blue. Maybe it's the rain....maybe it's the nights....Maybe it's the exams....Maybe it's coz it's Monday tomorrow. Maybe everyone on MSN is too busy studying to chat with me....Hmm..Somebody!!! Anybody!!! (ok..not ANYbody...)
ooo...and i had peanut butter and jam sandwich for dinner.
Just read a touching entry on Bunnie's blog. Am so reminded of the good ol' days back in high school when everything and everything was soooooo fun. The things that we did were so nonsensical but so much fun. The amount of hours in school that we spent not studying, but laughing and singing like mad mad girls. Absolultely crazy....but i really miss them. Sure, people move on and 'leave footprints on your heart'(*rolls eyes) but i guess, some people, like ME, just don't like change. I'm not saying that my current situation or phase of my life is crap, but sometimes i wish i could have the best of all the years together, for a long long time. Ah well.....c'est la vie.
Sometimes i feels like life is so much easier when we're young. Less decisions and bigger dreams. hehe...Maybe as we grow older, we realise how impossible some dreams are, reality hits you hard and....we just stop dreaming.
Zakky's big presentation is due in 13 and a half hours. woohooo! =) Happy for him. Go view the trailer on his blog. Leave a comment, maybe....
OK. I think i REALLY like to clean the house or cook when i'm stressed. Cleaned my toilet and kitchen just 2 nights ago. Made chocolate tarts which are absoluely yummy. Did you ever notice how chocolates taste so much yummier when you're stressed??? Not to mention the many pimples which have made my face their temporary habitat and leaving me a souvenir after they're gone. Sigh!
I actually finished a 1,500 word essay in two days. Record breaking for me cause i had to look through 12 weeks worth of course readers and lecture notes, summarize it and look for quotes to put in my essay. Crazy i tell you. But i'm so glad cause now i get to start studying for my test on the 9th. I think i'm going crazy. Everything is about uni and work.....So looking forward to the one month of bumming that i'll be having before i go back to KL.
Oooo...and forgot to mention that my parents are planning a trip to KK in december. Right before Christmas. Don't know if i should be excited or not about it...