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Delirous...

Ok....Maybe my last 2 entries might have sounded a bit too depressing, but i promise I'll try not to complain too much this time. hehe. Started off my Easter break with a Delirious concert at the Melbourne Arts Centre on Swanston Street. Me, Zakky, YiPing and Aaron had to go through thick and thin just to get into the hall. We couldn't find Euge who was keeping the bands. So i kinda picked up one on the floor and borrowed another from a friend. Finally, we got everyone in with not-too-bad seats =)

Patiently, we waited for the band to come out and perform. But before that, the City church band took the stage.

And i shall tell you about my not-so-black eye. You see, while i was going to take a seat during a sorta interval thing, i realised that my jacket wasn't near me. So, i fumbled in the dark, hoping to find it. As i bent down, i knocked my eye on the hand rest of the seat. It was quite a big hit.. I couldn't open my eye and couldn't stop tearing. Decided to walk out to the toilet to examine my injured eye. After much persuasion by Zakky, i finally agreed to get help from the first aid guy. Man...i don't like making a big scene or being too 'mafan'.

This guy carrying 2 big bags looked a little disappointed, perhaps, to see how 'minor' my problem was. Nevertheless, he was nice enough to 'layan' me =) He gave me an ice pack and told me that 'the eye is a tough organ'. *wonders. Decided to leave the concert earlier cause i was getting a bit of a headache. For the rest of the night, my vision on that eye was blurred. Woke up the next day with sharp pains still on that eye. I spent most of the day sleeping, or eating. Thankfully, 2 days later (today), it's feeling better. Things still loook a little blur at the moment, but i'm glad the pain is more or less gone.

No, i wasn't too excited to see Delirious.
No, isaac did NOT hit me.
No, i wasn't trying to get attention.
No, i didn't wana try and see how getting first aid feels like.
No, i'm not blind....i hope it stays this way.

Just a little bit too clumsy ;P

Read this somewhere

"the greatest desire of man is to be loved. and when everything fails, so long as you're loved, u'l rise up again. if u're not loved, well, then u cry. really really cry. and remind urself to never let other people down again. no matter who they are."
Grace Toh.

Not sure if she got it from somewhere or is she made it herself. But i know at the moment, my greatest desire is to be loved by the one that i love.

Nothing in particular

I'm usually a big fan of rainy days and cloudy weather. But i guess, today i'm really not so fond of it. The sky outside is as gloomy as my mood. Maybe cause i'm feeling a little disappointed as i had initially planned for something. I don't think i'm gona see it happening. sucks.....=(

Sometimes, i feel like i'm so good at hiding my disappointments and hurts that i can seem really cool about something but seriously, i'm just kididng myself. Oh well, life is full of disappointments. Friends are BOUND to disappoint you. Who could miss out the closest of all, family. Sigh. Sometimes, it even feels like God has disappointed you too. And then people come up and tell you to "keep praying...to persevere on...to not give up.....people go through seasons....". I think the last is probably the most popular. hehe. But i think i'm fed up of all those lame advice that doesn't tell me more than i already know....

I know i've grown cynical, temperamental, easily angered (i just wana bite someone's head off), jealous, maybe a bit too sensitive sometimes....oh all the fruits of the Spirit, just the opposite.

Ah well, i think i'm feeling a little better. Still a bit disappointed. shucks. Sorry if this sounds depressing.

The Nerdiest of the Nerdy! AikS!

Oh my gosh! Isaac Su is super nerd!!! Scored 70 for that nerd test. AHhhhh!!!!!!

Week One

So uni officially started on Monday. I think i was ready to retire and sit at home taking care of my 10 cats if i could. Ok...not possible. The bad thing was that i had a prac on the first day of uni. The good thing was that we all finished it within two and a half hours. Met quite a few friends from trinity so i'm glad i dont have to sit in a room full of Aussies and feel damn stupid.

The weather outside is tooooo gloomy. Shucks...i wana go take a nap. Maybe a longer entry another time.

Nerdy...not nerdy

Got the link from Soph's blog..

My score is....