It's 2:37am. Why am i not surprised that i'm still awake at this insane hour. Man, i can hear my neighbour's music, louder than it should be. Dumm dumm dumm dumm. "Stop partying already! They're people (me) still having exams and needing their sleep.!!!' Ugh.
I regret having KFC for dinner. Sheesh...I can still feel the hot and spicy swimming in my stomach. Chicken can swim....WOW!! *rolls eyes
I think that's what's been keeping me awake since more than two and a half hours ago when i had my FIRST attempt to sleep early. Anyways, was just lying on my bed, trying not to think about anything....so i can sleep. But i guess the more you tell yourself not to think about the pink elephant, the more pink the elephant will be. hehe...I just realised that IF all goes well, i'm going to graduate by the end of this year. And which means, i have to choose.....what am i going to dooooooooo?????!!>>@#!$#!% Oh dear, i really have no idea. Well, i know what i want, but i don't see it possible. EEK. Now, that's probably one of the last things u wana think about before and exam. Well, besides FAILING, FREAKING OUT AND TOTALLY FORGETTING EVERYTHING, and....cheating. Haha..
Maybe i should get a job during my winter break. But i'm too lazy...=( Just wana be lazy...and not think about anything. Shucks...i think i'm turning 20 in a month's time. Yikes!!! Iyer...so old liao! =( Okok..stop thinking and talking nonsense....
2:53 am....still swimming....
i'm so stressed
i'm so bored
i'm so lazy
i'm so full-chicken curry laksa was yummmmmmmm
ahh..can't wait for next thurs
Please proceed to take the test. Good luck!
Do you :-
a. Start feeling like a Christmas tree with snowflakes cause the stress is really doing damage and causing dandruff and itch to infest your scalp despite using Anti-Dandruff shampoo? (Damn, those ads are a hoax! They don't tell you that it doesn't work when you're stressed out!!! >_<)
b. Start looking for junk food after an hour or two since your last (big)meal? And they've got to be sweet blue-berry muffins, or mandarin oranges! yummmm. Brain needs power...brain only utilized glucose.
c. Wake up at 6 in the morning and find yourself thinking about your exams. Still awake at 7am, give up, get up and start studying till you see sunlight. The only consolation is the noise coming from the construction work outside. People are actually up so early, WORKING! i'm not alone. hehehe
d. Enjoy doing groceries cause they won't test you what the prices are or make you write 4 essays in 2 hours asking about the relationship between the heart and the kidney, the mechanisms that control the regulations of them and what happens when one thing malfunctions.
f. Read so much about Obesity and Diabetes Mellitus that you start to think you Might actually be diabetic and even entertain the thought of giving up BUTTER for MARGERINE!!!!! omg...i'm going nuts.
g. Bite someone's hand cause u feel so frustrated. (thanks dear, for lending me your hand. teehee)
h. Blog about a Stress-O-meter when, clearly, you are SO stressed.
If you have ticked 'Yes' for 5-8 of 8 of the questions, YOU ARE STRESSED!
If you have ticked 'Yes' for 3-4 of 8 of the questions, HIGH risk of developing stress
If you have ticked 1-2 of 8 of the questions, You have no exams, so don't need to stress.
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As many would have heard my previous complaints, i have problems sleeping at night. Just can't seem to get quality sleep some nights which leaves me tired most of the time. Well, i should be sleeping at the moment but i can't seem to get my mind to stop thinking about my exams, my blocked nose and my dumb cough. The night started alright. Was really motivated to get some studying done. Until i had a series of sneezes which left me with a stuffed nose and swollen eyes. Shucks. Not even Vicks Vaporub is helping. So i'm stuck with a congested nose and a half awake mind. The feeling is horrible especially when you're days away from your first paper. Not good for confidence. Ugh. Can't study and can't sleep. Oh God. Help me ~_~ i think i look like that not so happy smiley.
Sob sob*
Felt a bit blur this morning when i woke up. Maybe it was the medicine i took last night to soothe my throat from all the coughing. Still, i managed to keep my eyes open and turn to my notes and recall what i had studied the night before. Apparently the medicine works in a way where it just makes you sleepy so you ge the rest that you need. First time i ever woke up and READ MY NOTES again. Haven't brushed my teeth or anything. Just read my notes and tried to re-write all i could remember again. Took my brain a while to get up and recover from the effects of the medicine. hehe. And apparently, people get high on it. Weird.
My first exam's on Wed. Only 30%. Which makes it even worse cause i feel like i should put in enough effort so i can do well. Ugh. And the lazy people haven't marked out reports from more than a month ago. So i have no idea how i've been fairing in this subject. Shucks...
Can't wait for exams to finish!!! But i've got about 12 days after my first paper before my 2nd and 4 days after that. Good thing ihave so much time to study =)
just don't parade in front of me when your exams are over and i'm still slaving over my last paper, ok.
parents going to Europe.....Duno which part. But Europe!!!!
Somehow, it's usually near exam period that i tend to fall sick. I think it happened not for the last exam, but for the previous 2 or 3 before that. Man....i feel crap. At least i'm feeling sick now that next tuesday, the day before my first paper. So i spent most of the day trying to cramp whatever i could into my super-fried brain. Then i had lunch and SLEPT. hehe...still feel a bit groggy at the moment. Oh wells.
ladidaaaaa....
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