Small Enough
Oh, Great God, be small enough to hear me now.
There were times when I was crying from the dark of Daniel's den;
And I have asked you once or twice if You would part the sea again.
But tonight I do not need a fiery pillar in the sky.
Just want to know you're gonna hold me if I start to cry.
Oh great God, be small enough to hear me now.
Oh great God, be close enough to feel You now.
(Oh great God be close to me - (Fernando Ortega)
There have been moments when I could not face Goliath on my own.
And how could I forget we've march around our share of Jerichos.
But I will not be setting out a fleece for You tonight.
Just want to know that everything will be alright.
Oh, great God, be close enough to feel You now.
All praise and all the honor be;
To the God of ancient mysteries.
Whose every sign and wonder turn the pages of our history.
But tonight my heart is heavy,
And I cannot keep from whispering this prayer.
Are You there?
And I know You could leave writing on the wall that's just for me.
Or send wisdom while I'm sleeping, like in Solomon's sweet dreams.
But I don't need the strength of Samson or a chariot in the end...
Just Want to know that You still know how many hairs are on my head.
(Are you small enough?) (Fernando Ortega)
Oh, great God, be small enough to hear me now.
-I remember the first time i heard this song, i cried so badly in the store. Haha...So embarassing. But it spoke my heart then. Somehow, my past emotions came flooding back again when i heard this song again. I'm not supposed to feel this way....I've moved on. But somehow, it still hurts. Maybe it's the memory of this song, when i first heard it. The pain you caused me. Confused...
Damn sien Damn sien Damn sien Damn sien sien sien sien sien.....
A Big shout out to Bunnie!!!!!! Happy 21st!!! So old alreadyyy you! :P Wish i was there to celebrate it with you. But i'm glad that you had a really good time. Love you lotsssssssss XOXOXOXOXOOXOX
I just realized how careless i can be with my words. Was just chatting with a friend on MSN. Somehow the things that happened about 4 years ago surfaced again. But only selected memories remain. Those that left a greater impact stayed fresh and those didn't, felt so foreign. I sometimes...(or maybe all the time) say words that i may mean at that time, but 4 years down the road, i don't mean it even the slightest bit. Worst thing is i can't even remember i said it until i was reminded of it. Aiks...Makes me feel afraid to say anything or to make a promise cause i know it's SO HARD TO KEEP A PROMISEEEEEEE.
But to You out there whom i had a chance to reminisce the good old days with, Thank you for your friendship. Really appreciate how far we've journeyed even through the 1 year of no-contact.