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WHAT A DAY! Daylight savings ended which meant that we had an hour less of sleep. Plus, I had to be in church at 8am. Which meant i had to be there at '7am' which meant I had to wake up at 6:30am. Wahhhh. Madness. So I cheated myself the whole of Saturday by changing the clock an hour early to prep myself up. Sleep is IMPORTANT!!
I had my first ever solo...accompanied by Zakky on the piano. bwahahhahaha...shy*
lubduplubdup (X100)
Holy Spirit...(breathes) Raaaaaaaain Down.... (breathes)
Raaaaaaaaain Dooooown....(breathes)
Ohhhhh, Comforter and friend....(breathes)
How we need your touch (breathes) again.
phew*
yadnoM
I'm feeling REEEEALLY lazy. My exams only start in 2 weeks so in my mind I have heaps of time. When in fact, I don't have that much time. I've barely touched one subject and am terribly confused about another. And just realised I have too much to memorize for another. Then the last one is apparently VERY difficult. Sob*
Woke up this morning feeling a bit nostalgic. No more 8am classes. Why should I even complain, eh? Maybe it's denial. Don't wana be growing up so soon. Am going to whine a LOT over the next month. Haha. Until my results come back. Then maybe I'll cry then. Sob* Not a good start to svot vac. HELP!!!!!
Gracey's turning 20!! Gracey baby no more baby. She's a bigbigbigbigbigbigbigbig girl! Teehee. HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!!! Hugs*
Such a nice, sunny day to be indoors with my eyes glued to lecture notes reading about Long term potentiation and the Hebbian Hypothesis and this dude names Moo-Ming Poo. What a name??!! Bwahahhaha. ROFL
Yesterday was my last day of uni. Well, wasn't really a last day, last day. Cause all 4 of my lectures ended the few days before which left me feeling rather crap cause I forgot to greet all my friends good-bye. And give them hugs...and the whole 'All the best!!' deal.
I thought at least I had ONE last lecture for Functional Genomics and that I could experience and soak in the whole hour of being bored out with some Case Study again. But this guest lecturer came in to talk about Biotechnology and said that it wasn't going to be examined. I was....disappointed. Nevertheless, I stayed back with Eddy! Cause it was out last lecture EVER as undergraduates. That's if we pass all our papers! Haha...What's with camera phones and the bright light and 'chik-chak' sound when you snap a pic of someone. Halfway through the lecture we were so bored that he started taking random pictures and people started to look at us cause of the BRIGHT LIGHT and the chik-chak sound that followed. Ok, the lecture theatre isn't that well lit. So, quite obvious ok! Haha...Nevermind lar, no one will see us again. So who cared!
Anyways, just looking back, I wish I had:-
1. Said bye 'properly' and told some people I really appreciated their friendship and enjoyed just hanging out and walking zombie-ly to Plush to get their coffee after 8am classes.
2. Went for my WK 11 Friday lecture which was the official last lecture in terms of examinable teaching material. I had a headache ok.
3.Walked around uni to certain buildings that I never went to because my classes were all at one side.
4. Tried all the food in union house. Too chicken :P Only ever buy food from THREE places. The chinese food stores and Mitey Bites.
5. Join some society just for the heck of it! Maybe start my own 'Vote-Winnie' campaign. Haha.
Oh well, it's Saturday. Tomorrow daylight saving ends. Shucks. So earlyyyyyy. I still cannot believe that it's been 3 years. I haven't really grown taller, but I know I've learnt so much in my undergraduate days.
Ok, it's back to studying.
Something smells sweet in a horrible way. I duno what it is. Like a rotten sweet. HAha. I need to pack my room. I'm tripping! Haha.
Migraine
A particular form of recurrent headache that often runs in families. According to the International Headache Society, migraine headache pain must have four of the following characteristics: one-sided, pulsating or throbbing, at least moderate if not severe, and worsened by ordinary daily activities such as climbing stairs or housework. In addition, the pain must be accompanied by either nausea or else sensitivity to light and noise. ...
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You mean they have an international Headache Society???? Interesting. I was tramming back from Zakky's place last night when I experienced a weird brightness in my vision. I could look at someone's eyes and not be able to see the rest of their face clearly. The patch of bright light spreaded as the headache worsened. Well, it didn't start with a throbbing headache but more like a light-headedness that felt like I was fainting. Maybe high on drugs. HAHA. Like i know how that feels. JK. Well, i made it home, took some medication (thanks for going through all the trouble and getting it for meeee. sob*)
I woke up thinking that it would go away but tough luck! I still felt nauseous but managed to make my way to my 8am lecture. Was so looking forward to learning about Parkinson's disease. Ha..HAHA..ha. Ah...But considering my condition hasn't gotten better, I shall take the night off perhaps..and do some...relaxing. I've been dreaming about really stressful things. Like missing my 25% presentation cause i took a nap and woke up too late. Or missing bunch or making people wait. I think my personality is Type A. I tend to feel stressed...about people waiting for me. Or me waiting for people. Or people being late or me being late. Unless, I'm with a WHOLE BIG GROUP OF LATE PEOPLE! Or if it's a damn boring thing that I'm going for. Haha. That explains the high level of stress. OK...need a break.
I woke up this morning with the WORST headache ever...well, in a long time lar. I used to get headaches ALL the time back in high school. I think it was probably the weather. Panadols or whatever forms of paracetamol never seemed to work. I just had to sleep it off. Of all days, the headache had to hit me today. Had a 5% test in the morning, followed by a rather boring lecture and my 25% presentation. Wah. So full on. I'm still feeling the headache. Good thing i managed to catch a little sleep between my class and the presentation. So i rested my throbbing head for a while. Grrr...
Feeling super slack at the moment. Maybe it's the weather. I'm still hungry all the time though I've had quite a bit to eat. AIKS!! Cannot make it. Tired and hungry. I really think i suffer from Chronic Fatique Syndrome. Hahaha. Help.
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I know of THREE people who's birthday is today. Woah. That's quite cool. Hehe. Happy birthdayyyyyyy!
One week since mum and dad left. I think the apartment is starting to collect dust again. The toilet not as sparkling clean, my meals not as yummy. Sob* I like being pampered, being cooked for, being a princess! And when it happens, i enjoy it! Cause i know it's not very often in a year that i get such special treatment from mummy except when i go back. Hehe. But it's not like i CRY when they leave or anything, but i just miss their presence and company. The smell of 'har mai' or 'nasi lemak'. Or the sound of the washing machine perpetually going on because we seem to have a tonne of clothes. Either that or an accumulated load of rugs that needs washing. Hehe.
I love being up so late. It's almost 3am. I should sleep soon cause i've got class tomorrow. But I know it's in moments like these that i find the space to reflect. Truly, God has been good to me =) Unexpected prayers answered. Thank YOU, thank YOU, thank YOU. I should get back to writing songs again. Feeling a bit stuck. Maybe i need a piano. Anyone feeling generous???
HAPPY BIRTDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
Wah..didn't know you read my blog. Hehe...:P LOVE YOU!! Will bring you out to eat when i go back.
Wow...With everything happening with the JYG and Soph too, I feel so excited for them! And myself too lar. Next year how????? Somehow, we all seem to face cross-roads in our lives....almost around the same time though we're DAMN far apart. For once, my fear and uncertainty doesn't overwhelm me to a point where i stare at all the application forms for next year and stone there for a good 10 minutes. With just a tiny bit of faith that is waiting to grow, I believe that He has promised, His plans are to prosper me.
Was talking to a friend today who was telling me how she's planning to do Honours and then open a beauty parlour when she gets the chance to. And she's one of those SUPER DUPER SMART AND HARDWORKING Biomed students whom i think ace every exam. Woah. She was unafraid to run after this dream eventhough it may mean that she'll be looked at differently. Come on. A Melbourne Uni Biomedical student opening a beauty parlour?? Who would've guessed. Wahh. SO COOL! Hahaha. I felt so encouraged, so inspired and so ready to live each day not just to survive but to live a life with passion and purpose. To work not purely because i need the money to feed myself but also to do something that i love and believe in.
Sure, it's easy now because my parents are still able to feed me and buy pretty shoes and all sorts of clothes. But when the going gets tough, may I be reminded of the many people who have dared to make space for that dream that is bigger than themselves to take root in their hearts.
What is faith if it's not tested.
Ok..need to go study!
So, you may ask if there is a difference. Well, sometimes being nice to a person may not mean you're being loving to them. For example, if you see a problem with a good friend whom you are sure doesn't realize it, you can be nice and not tell them cause you don't wana cause any problems. It may be 'mean' to initially bring it up. But eventually, they'll appreciate it. Well, they're supposed to. haha. Or you could be loving and expose them to the problem and tell them it's a choice that they need to own up to. Of course, you have to do a self check and ask the advice of others.
I took the painful step to be loving. Well, initially i thought that God would miraculously bring the person into awareness of the problem. So i wouldn't have to handle it at all! But it came a time when i knew if i didn't do something, it would get WORSE and WORSE and WORSE. SOB* And let me clarify that it isn't a personal opinion and my leaders have spoken to me about it. I have tried various other ways to subtly explain to the person but he/she hasn't responded and backed out of the dinner at the last minute. Oh stuff it! I have to tell. For the sake of everyone else and me.
I WAS NOT BEING JUDGEMENTAL! i can be evil and purposely say nasty things for the heck of it. Haha. Like the comment on Soph's blog to a particular friend who had a VERY different opinion. But thanks to my BRO, CHAD and Yuchun who gave comments that just shuts people up. BWahahaha...
OOPs...Terpesong. Back to the topic.
And so i did. Don't think she took it that well. You know, what's worse is people putting MSN nicks about their true feelings. Maybe i'm being sensitive cause she/he didn't directly say it to me. BUT I DUNOLAR! I can SO understand that if someone came up to me and tell me what i told her, it would be hard to take it in. But it was something that a few people have talked to me about too and concerns a LOT of other people. Wish i could tell the full story.
SO, to tell or not to tell???
I can't believe that it's already Saturday! Which means Monday is coming. Which means i've gota wake up at 7:30am. Which means i have to sleep earlier. Which means i can't go out till so late. Which means I'll be bored! Which means a very easily irritable Winnie.
UGH!
I have four more weeks in Uni and another 2 weeks of Swot Vac. Got my time table out and seriously....you cannot end later than me unless you're paper is on the absolute last day of the scheduled exam period. But i'm glad I've got heaps of time to prepare. Four papers in 10 days....including the weekend. Tues, Thurs, week after, Tues, Thurs. Somehow i find that rather amusing. Two papers coincidentally on Tues and the other two..yar! on Thursday. Oh well!
Suddenly, i miss Roti Canai! Not the packet one ok. The one where u can buy like a while stack if you give RM5. Haha. And put a heap of sugar and curry. *drools. I need to go back soon. SOON!! Before the hungry Winnie that suddenly craves for Roti eats me up.
Ok..being lame.