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My week has been.....

LoveLanguages

Not that I didn't already know which is my primary love language but just for fun lar!

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Physical Touch
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Physical Touch:		12
Quality Time:		9
Words of Affirmation:		5
Receiving Gifts:		3
Acts of Service:		1

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

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ARR! I hate it so much when someone leaves. Maybe it's just me being selfish and not wanting to share the 'good' with others. haha. I don't know. Today was Joh's last sunday with us. Though I haven't known her for long and neither are we the buddiest people, I am already starting to feel the URK-feeling.
Here's a message to you, if you DO read my blog. haha =)
Beautiful Joh, Gona miss you heeeeeeeeeeeeeaps! So thankful to have you speak into my life over the years, so prophetically and calling me to rise up and to dare to believe in His purposes for my life. You just somehow know when I need the encouragement and 'kick'. Thanks for believing in my so much! You're not forgotten. Can MSN =PStill remember when I used to take water for you whenever you sang. hee =D hugzzz*

A depressed lala*

It has been quite a day. Handed in my Lit Review in the morning. So so so glad it's over, though I'm not expecting good grades. Thanks to a certain someone who's proving to wreck my future. Oh..more on that later when the issue is more settled. Don't wana publicize something that I'm not sure is going to happen. Ai. Anyways, had yumcha w parents and Zakky. WAHHH. So syok. Yummy food! :P...Love love love yumcha =D Then it was back to uni to get my presentation outoftheway. Unfortunately, spent close to an hour trying to resolve this issue. Am bursting inside cause I really wana blog about but i think i should wait. At least for a little while more.. hahahaha. Then had big dinner w family and zakky. Too bad my sis ain't here. MISS YOU! =P Mum kinda decided she wanted to celebrate ko's bday though it's in 10 days. So we bought a cake and did the whole surprise thing. hee...Cool.

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I'm just feeling a bit allovertheplace. My mind and heart seems to be telling me different things.
I'm not sure if i'm thankful or angry at someone for doing something.
I'm wondering why I feel the way I do.
I'm afraid to believe and allow myself to 'accept' this fore-giveness freely extended to me (For a clear definition of fore-giveness, come for Wed mid week service =))
I don't feel as passionate when we talk about Life* that's happening around us compared to when we sat at the steps of my apartment entrance
I can't allow myself to be truthful and vulnerable cause it's easier being fake and distant
I don't like the way things are in my life
IHATEMICSIHATEMICSIHATEMICS!
Cause-----> Effect------>Cause------->Effect------>Cause------->Effect
GRACEGRACEGRACEGRACEGRACEMOREGRACE
Why are YOU so nice to me, I can't take it!
i'm feeling jealous
Maybe i need to be alone for a while. haha. And die from depression cause I don't like being alone.
Following YOU is inconvenient and is the hardest thing I'm learning each and every day.But I feel most alive. Gosh
The Spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.

My experiences shape who i am and how i react to certain things, I can't help it. Maybe I should unlearn them. Or like in the show 'Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind", somehow be free of all my bad memories. But I guess it's probably easier being at arm's length away from everyone! Cause there's not such thing as erasing memories. Not as easy as they make it to be. haha. Ok, escapism.
Talking nonsense. Don't bother

From the inside out

From The Inside Out
Hillsong United
A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

Easter Weekend

Teehee =) It has been a GREEEEEEAT weekend. Disappointment, then signing up in faith, rushing of work, preparing of heart and anticipation, drive there, games, foood, teaching, lingering in His presence, singing, shouting, dancing, more dancing, basketball, warm cabin, more games! hot chocholate. ahh...~ Camp was great. Not just the fellowship or the games but the whole atmosphere filled with reverence and awe for Him. For details, please call 04035.....Teehee :D

Now, it's back to work work work, family family family :) I wana go yumcha soooooon. slurp*

Got presentation next Thurs n Fri. Soooooo freaking scared cos my good ol' supervisor decided to ditch me the whole of this week cos he's a lazy arse having a holiday at home. UGHUGHUGHUGHUGH! (ooo..looks like hughughug). UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH! =P

dududu...*lift my hands and spin around!!~~~~

Fast week

Hmm...Just feels like this week went by super fast. Maybe every week is the same, just that I don't realize it. Feeling a bit blue at the moment. Been quite an emotional week for me. Everyday seemed to have an event that left me feeling overwhelmed, tired or unstable. In every sense possible. But I'm glad in a way that it's Sunday night. Then again, it means tomorrow is monday and I'm one day nearer to theduedate (20th April). Sigh, too many big things happening and I'm not sure if my tiny heart has the capacity to take it. Maybe it doesn't. Maybe I'll just explode and splat blood to the wall and be goneeeeee...ahhaa. Talking nonsense.

Anyways, feeling a bit emo at the moment. NEEDTLC. Maybe just the sunday night blues. HAIH! Parents are here so I'm :D Good food and get pampered. Unless they decide to ditch me in the midst of my busy schedule. SOB*

Ok, bloggin is a form of procrastination for me. So, I better be off to get work done before I stress and pull all the hair of the head. SOB* NEEDTLC.

Meanie Winnie

I am feeling terribly mean and heartless at the moment. Maybe cause I'm so shocked that such a 'mature-aged' man can be such an overly-sensitive person. I was busily getting some work done and my friend (the one who has been disturbed by the OLD man) came to my desk with a letter in her hand. From the look on her face, I knew it was from that man. WOW, I thought high school kids only did that sort of things. And the stuff he 'complained' about in the note and how hurt he was cause my friend made a comment about something he said. What the?! And the comment wasn't even bad. Just like a passing remark that probably anyone else would say. We were close to not confronting him cause we were afraid he'd break down and cry all of a sudden. My gosh! I still cannot believe how childish this feels with all the note writing and bla bla bla.

Gosh.... Then again it makes me wonder, "Where do u draw the line?". Where do you actually put your foot down and say hey, you're really a bit freaky and I'm not comfortable with it which in this case, my friend was VERY tolerant already. Well, of course bearing in mind not to be too mean (Like me, muahahahha. *evil grin). Don't know. My threshold is probably WAY lower than a lot of people. And to think my friend kindly smiled and tried to encourage him.....in case he cries. faints*

Anyways, good now that everything's settled. Hope no one comes whining and complaining to us. Gosh.

April Fool's day

Just when I thought I made it through the day without whatever jokes or april fool's 'stories', I got an sms from my Mumie. Well, basically the text message was to 'inform' me that my dad bought TWO phones the 6111 and the 6280. The great thing was that I could choose one and my dad would take the other. Naturally, I thought, OH YEAH! Can choose which phone summore! Test both then only choose. Bwahahhaha. So, feeling extremely excited, I replied saying that I wanted to try both before I made my choice. It was only after I clicked on Send and saw the date on my phone that I realised that it was STILL april fool's day. HAH! The biggest prank ever. HMPH! Good thing I had my heart prepared for disappointment before I received their, HAHA =D=D BIG APRIL FOOL =D =D So greedy haha. from daddy and mom. My goodness. Punked by my own parents. How cool is that! :P See, I've got cool parents. bwahhahahahahahahahahahaha :P

Can almost imagine them at the dining table cheekily laughing at the fact that they've cheated their supposed smart 20 year old daughter. hmph!