'Oh what a feeling....". No I didn't get a Toyota. (laughs alone cause I don't think anyone's going to understand).
Aaaaaanyways, if you don't already know, or if you haven't already heard, or if you didn't bother paying attention during our conversations, I just handed in my thesis on Friday. My sweat and blood for the past nine months. It was so difficult to part with it. I half wanted more time to work on it but I also was so fed up with looking at that thing. I am so glad I don't have to put up with anything "honours" anymore. YAY.
So, it has been quite a shit year lar. All the nonsense I've had to put up with. More public details soon when I am allowed to. But I can't right now. Hur hur. I think I'm quite amazed that I've made it through. So glad I didn't give up half way cause I wanted to. I was so close to stopping half way cause it was just too tough. I know what comforted me most was the people that journeyed with me. Lynn, Eddy and Shirrie, you guys rock! Don't know if you'll ever read this, but I'm so thankful for your support over the past 9 months. All the bitching sessions. Haha. To hear our different experiences =) Well done, girls! You made it through and you overcame it! Eddy, you better blardy get a H1, ok. Otherwise I come slap you! :P One thing Honours has taught Shirrie, to swear! :P hehe. Funny funny.
I'm so amazed at the amount of people who have absolutely nothing to do with me but have been so kind in sharing their knowledge and time with me...All the best in all things, Maria and Tom.
I think this is becoming a thankyou session. Oh well, while I'm at it. Thank you fruitful&multiply girls. I LOVE YOU ALL! Just having that safe space where I can be myself and take refuge from work and all makes it so great. And to share our stories and all that we're learning. Ellie, you're such a gem! Thanks for being so thoughtful and for being silly with me =P We go swim soon. Seh-wah :P Thanks muchie muchie for encouraging me every step of the way. Your positivity has kinda neutralised my pessimism. teehee. To the rest of you. Will catch up soon yea! :P Melanie Wong! Though you're like duno how far away, you've been such a great listener and advisor because of the fact that you've been through honours. So thanks so much! Love you! Big hug*
(Point of no retun)
Mum n dad. Dad n mum. hehe. Love you too. sob sob* Most times, I struggle to put to words, but Thank you so much is all I know to say cause everything else falls short...Miss you all heaps.
Last but certainly not NOT NOT LEAST, Zakky. Gosh, where do I begin. Thanks for staying up with me until 4:30am eventhough you were so tired from the conference. I was so freaked out at the thought of staying alone in uni at that insane hour but you are the bestest for temaning me. For dinner and for Ribena. Sob* For the many times I broke down or went hysterical, thanks for just holding me and praying, for teaching me to Be still and know that He is God. For reminding me that He is in control, He was from the start. For putting up with my nonsense and stress. I don't think I would've made it this far with so little bruises without you :P You're like my rock who always leads me back to THE Rock (geddit geddt???). Love you :) I can go on, but I'll won't lar. After people puke until flood.
Wow, it has been quite a year. The worst yet best year ever.
My leetle tummy is rumbling from having too much char kuey teow. I can feel the gastric juices frantically trying to digest the yummy dinner I just had. Lately, I adopted a new 'MUM' who cooks yummy food every Sunday night and on some weekdays when I go over to eat. The good thing is I get to eat yummy food, the better thing is I get to learn to cook good food. TEEheeeee......
Lalalala....I'm so stressed I think I'm going nuts. I've been telling EVERYONE this, I can't wait to finish. GAWDDDD... Help me. Coffee is NOT my refugre, tea is not my stronghold. Caffeine is not my ever present help in time of neeeeeed. Those who went to Women's know what I mean. BWAHAHAHA.
Weird weekend. Realised (yet again) that I am not a typical girl who loves chocolate and melts when a guy sings 'I love you baby' and hands out roses. I found that WEIRD. HAHA. But i definately give credit for the boldness and ok, it was fun entertainment =)))))) I must clarify that don't hate chocolates. i just don't go mad all the time about it. I have my moments.
Yes, as the title says, I AM still alive. At least I think I am. This time in 2 weeks, I've planned to stay up the whole night and finish up the thesis. It's finally going to be over. The nightmare...Haha. Well, I know I'm going to miss this cause I've been so consumed by my work I don't know how else to spend my time.
I feel like I'm going to crash soon. Like...duno how to make it lar. Oh well, I just wrote to say that I am alive=)
Will write more when I can =)